I DONT KNOW WHY............. but im scared!!!!!

So thursday is my birthday and I have this seminar in Manhattan for work. Last time I went to a seminar I went with another co-worker so it was a little more comforting to know least I would have someone to talk to. This time I'm on my own and I am nervous because i am horrible with predicting how long it will take me to travel to work so I figure I can just catch a train to Penn then RUN to 46th and 3rd but im worried I may not make it. Now I know I can just catch a cab like last time but it seems stupid to spend the 8 dollars for that when thursday is supposed to be a beautiful day. I almost feel like im in school, like when you walk into class late (which wouldnt be a big deal if you know everyone) and everyone is watching you. Well i feel like that when im in Manhattan at these seminars because I am usually the youngest one there and most people who attend these are attorneys or people who have been doing real estate for like a million years. Anyways I hope to arrive on time and not have any problems but im just not that lucky. So instead I have been thinking about this all week and my birthday is ruined. Just to tie it all together for those who think i just need to grow up. If this was it for the day i would be fine but its not...... so when i get out at noon i will be catching a train back to Long Island just to get in my car and drive to JFK to pick up my friends who is coming in from texas @ 4..... so in closing i guess what im really saying is that my birthday this year will be full of stress. P.S. reminder to myself DRIVERS LISCENCE EXPIRES ON YOUR BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR. So friday its expired GREAT!!!!!! now is that a cherry on top or what!!!!